I have not even held a brush in my hand yet but my preconception for this course still count and I expect them to change.
I have the ability to get good at many things but never great. With this attitude one may ask why would a 35 year old man go to another skill. Purely because I believe that somewhere in the grand theme of things I must have a purpose on this Earth. And having been wrong before I feel it necessary to challenge myself.
I have never worked with any wet media, and maybe just maybe in coming out of my comfort zone I can find a new approach to art, projects and life.
Easier said than done, but every time I think of putting a brush to canvas (which I have almost never done), tears come to my eyes as if it was something I was meant to do. But life being what it is, I am have become less experienced and more pessimistic about goals. Or maybe I have become very experienced at being pessimistic :)
Never the less, I have never embarked on a project and not learnt something about myself. Hence it should not hurt so much to be "Wrong" this time.
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